sometimes, in the silence the best voices can be understood without a single word.......
what happens when you step out of the comfort zone and attempt to discover something new?....but what happens when that new discovery happens to ruin whats in your comfort zone?
Does distance really make the heart grow fonder? or does it just hurt the heart and make it callus to emotion? all i kno is that for every mile im away from her, thats one more bruise on my heart, and my heart isnt becoming hard, its getting softer........
What happens when influence becomes control? when you think all your doing is trying to keep something from happening, but in the end juz developing the scenario? I've come to the conclusion that love, as strong as it is, is NEVER controlling. it influences the heart to stay faithful and never hurt....so why do we try so hard to avoid it when we know what love will do...protect.
Its obvious "IM IN LOVE", i have been since November 11, 2003. and not a day passes that that very love doesnt remind me of how lucky i am. Sure, there are obsticles in my presence, but ultimately, a wall is just a wall...and it CAN be broken down. And its said time is of the essence, but i dont understand why everyone is trying to slow it down...im trying to make it faster!
Pain is the brains reaction to something the body wants to reject from its natural state. When something is said, or done to the body which it doesnt like, it rejects it, and is expressed in the form of pain, a very displeasing feeling both physicaly and emotionally. But i think there is another side to it. I think the heart, like any other thing in the body, is an organ, and pain is its way of exercising. Whenever we feel pain, it makes the heart a little stronger. Thing is though, my heart is getting stronger....but when i see her face on a pictutre, or hear one of our songs, its gets weaker, and softer.
Im not weak, or fragile. In fact im a rather strong guy, physically and emotionally. But there is ONE single thing that every person is weak to. You could say its my "kryptonite", or rather SHE is my "kryptonite", and that NOT a bad thing..rather its a great thing. I am strong when i have to be, but
I have my shelter during my storms in life, and its found in her arms. I have my comfort zone no distance can tear apart, its found in her eyes. And i KNOW true love and inspiration for life and happiness....thats in her kiss.
And no matter the strength i have, she can make me stronger, and take me to my knees. She is my equilibrium, the "ying" to my "yang". My nirvana....in essence, she really is my everything. and thats not obsession or controll.....rather....its just love.